A New Suprise~

Well as most of you know, yesterday I was 16 weeks. So, I finally got Matthew to take me a belly picture, and I want to share it with you all. It's not my favorite picture, but I think it will do :)

Well here it is. Now I want to tell you all something. Matthew is the best guy for me, as I've known for a long time now. But, last night I was reading to him about how much the baby has grown, that the baby can hear us, that he weighs 3 to 5 ounces about 4 to 5 inches long. He also has eyebrows and eyelashes, and he getting very sensitive to our touch, if we touch him, he might even squirm around. How cute is that? Well, after telling him all of this, and I lay down, he rolls over to me, and cuddles up to me, and say's, "My baby boy is just growing so much." Now, let me tell you, Matthew isn't the kind of daddy to be that looks up things with me, tries to find the heartbeat, or even is very excited at the appointments. Why? Because the appointments lately have been nothing but heartbeat, and measuring me. And I can listen to the heartbeat here at home. But, When he said what he did about his baby boy, just almost brought tears to my eyes. The tone of voice he said it in, the way he looked at me, and while he said it, he was rubbing my belly. Matthew is going to be a great daddy. It doesn't matter if the baby turns into a boy or girl, but I'm still thinking it's a boy. I love my husband, and I love my baby. 

Today I threw up. :( Eww.. but I can tell you, it was my fault. I should have gotten up earlier, and eaten much earlier, but it's ok. The was the first time I couldn't make it to the bathroom, I was in the kitchen, thank God for Garage disposal. This was only the eight time I threw up. I had an empty tummy, and my Pooh Bear was upset with me because of that. I told him it would be ok, and I made some oatmeal and now mostly all better.

Well I guess this is all for now. Thanks for reading, hope to hear from you all soon. Laura officially graduated today! Praise God! :)

In him lie hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.

~ Colossians 2:3

Finally.... Cookout

Well, I know it's been a while, and I promised I would tell you all how the cookout went. And I try my best to keep my promises. So, here you go.

The cookout happened on Saturday April 24, 2010. We had a lot of people come. Some people didn't, but I prayed that the right people would come, and I think that's what happened. I had two babies there, and one 5 year old, with people my age and a bit older then me. :)

We had potato Salad, Macaroni Salad, Baked beans, hot dogs, hamburgers, homemade cheese dip (YAY ME) lots of chips, brownies, and I think that was it. But trust me it was more then enough. Matthew and I are still eating leftovers. And trust me they are yum! Matthew and I thought it was good turn out, and afterwards, us and two other couples went bowling. It was so fun! This is enough typing, I'll let the pictures tell the story.

Ok I think I'm done now. Some of these are on my facebook, some are not. This is the two couples we went bowling with the night of the cookout. They are awesome. I love all of these people and so glad we met them. The guys work with Matthew. The girls are the sweetest girls you'll ever meet. Enjoy!

Pooh Bear Update :)

Well I thought today/ right now would be a great time to update you all on my pregnancy. I had an appointment today, and I need to do my weekly survey!! :) So here it goes.

How far are you: 15 Wks & 4 Days

Total Weight gain: (It makes me sad) 6lbs so far. :(

Maternity clothes: Of course. :) I love them. They are so comfy. I can't wait to get my swimsuit! So excited for that.

Getting any sleep: A little. It just depends. I still sleep on my back. Not sure if thats bad since I'm almost 4 months. But, I sleep in in the mornings now. I don't get up so early anymore yet. I sleep til like 9 or even 10. Which I know is bad, but I don't have anything to do during the day. :(

Best Moment you had this Week: The weekend. :) It was an awesome weekend. I had our cookout, and then I went bowling twice. Once I had to pay, the second time, It was free. I just had so much fun.

Any Food Cravings: Still Dr. Pepper. :) And Potato Salad. It was only for like a day. I've eating baked sour cream onion chips for the first time. They are SO good.

Any Idea about the Gender: Of course, as most of you know, I think he's a boy. ;)

Names: I'm stuck on Elijah Micheal & Elizabeth Madison. :) Either way I'm set. :)

Labor signs: No, but I was cramping pretty bad Friday. But haven't felt it since.

Heartbeat rate: 145 bpm today at the doctor's office.

What are you looking forward to: Well I have to say, my next appointment. Only because it's on my birthday. May 24. I'll be 19 weeks and 4 days. Plus the appointments lately will only be checking the heartbeat, measuring me, and checking my weight, blood presure, and such. So, no blood. :D

What do you miss the most: I miss.... not being able to keep my food down. I'm still getting sick, today I didn't get sick, but Thursday and Friday I got really sick. :( I hope that was the last time I'm going to throw up. I've only thrown up 7 times. So, not a lot compared to some people I know. A lot of people lose count. :(

Weekly Wisdom: I would have to say, when you feel like you might get sick, eat. It helped me ignore it today. Maybe today I was just really hungry, but when I ate today I felt so much better. Also, get all the advice you can from your mom, or older moms, plus younger moms, they have all been through this, and all have different experinces, so, maybe you will have all the advice and will help you out. :)

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My appointment was good. Only took about 10 minutes. We had had my weight checked, blood pressure checked, urine sample, and then got in the back heard the heartbeat, Doctor came in measured me, and asked me if I wanted quad screening, I turned it down, and I asked a few questions, she gave me card to get my ultersound, and bam it was done. She said my blood pressure was great. I need to gain only 2-4 pound in between visits. Which is hard to do. :( If I try hard enough, I think I may be able to do it. Doctor said my blood pressure was GREAT! :) And everything looked great! Like I said above, my next appointment is May 24. :) On a Monday again... My birthday! :D Then sometime at the end of May or really early June We will be going up to Kansas City to get an ultersound to see the gender. If it's a girl, I might cry, but I will love her as much as I would the baby if he was a boy. I really want him to be a boy. I just feel like he's a boy, and just the way I was given the name, just have that feeling. I'm so sick of people saying well... "What If".... It's been like 9- 10 weeks since I found out and I'm tired of hearing it. Why can't people just say oh well I hope that God gives you a boy. I know he doesn't give you want YOU want, he gives you what HE wants you to have, and thats ok with me.
Well I think this is enough for now. Matthew is sick :( and I need to go check on him. Hope yall enjoyed.

Jealously will get you no where....

Do you hate it when people are so jealous they do everything in there power to get you into toruble? It's so uncalled for. I hate it when people that think they know, or know "everything" put their noses in your business... Thats all I have to say on that...


Today I'm still getting things in order at the house. Most of you have seen pictures on my facebook. If not, I'll upload some on here. I love my house. I've never seen a house more beautiful. We got so blessed.We have a cookout coming up on Saturday and I've got to get everything in place before then. It's kinda gotten hard because people have started drama, but I"m overlooking the stupid in people, even though they can so help themselves. It's bad when they want this much attention. I'll be putting up pictures of the finished house too. Of course it's never finished because I love to decorate! I can't wait to go up to Hobby Lobby and get things for the living room, kitchen, dining room, and of course the baby's room. AHHHH!!

My mom and I are talking on a more serious bases now. Matthew is starting to come around to it. Makes me so happy. I've added her back on facebook. She's so happy about the baby. She was telling me today, "My baby is having my first grandbaby" she sounded so happy. She also told me she gets kind of sad about it, because she thought I would always be living much closer then I am. But I really hope she can come visit us soon. I know it's asking a lot, but I would love to see them here and have them on our turf. I think I'm going to ask Matthew if we can have Christmas here this year, or at least Thanksgiving. I know it's a long drive, but if they really want to come and see the baby, and have a good family time they will do it. I just have to keep my faith. I have to keep praying about the whole thing. It's so hard too, but I know with God, I can do anything. :)


I will post about my cookout too. This is what we will be having so far. Hamburgers, hot dogs, chips, baked beans, "Mandy Made" Brownies, soda, sweet tea, maybe some potato salad... I'm not sure. I've never made it by myself, but I guess now is the time to do so. If you all have any ideas about what else I can add to this would be super great! I'm up for almost anything. Of course we will have tomatos, pickles, mayo, ketch up, mustard and lettuce for the burgers and hot dogs. But any other side dish would be great! I will take as many pictures as I can, and post some and tell you all about it. 


Now here's an update on pooh bear: Tomorrow I will be 15 weeks. AHHHmazing. I've already started to feel little butterfly movement. I haven't thrown up since we've been out of TLF. My hair will not work with me at all. It feels so weird and if I try to curl it, it wont curl, which makes me sad.  And since I've been 14 weeks, he was the size of a lemon, and trust me he was acting very sour. I felt so sick, never threw up, I would eat as much as I could. I would try so hard to keep my mind off of the way I was feeling. Now that tomorrow I'll be 15 weeks he will be the size of a Naval Orange. I love Oranges, I might have to buy some and eat some. :) Yum!


Well here are some pictures of the house. Enjoy!

Our Kicthen

Down Stairs bathroom

Veiw from our bedroom window. :)

The front of our house. Our car is very happy

Well I hope you all enjoyed that. I put up the ones I really liked. I aslo just downloaded AIM. My screenname is airmanswife2008, look me up. Sine I'm staying off of facebook for a while, yahoo, aim, and my blog will the only way you can get in touch with me.

Thank God for friends. Shannie, Tara, Erin, both Stephanies, Charity,... you all know who you are. I know God blessed me with you all for a reason! Thanks for being great friends! :)

I must go eat something now. :)

14 Weeks& 2 Days

Hello all bloggers out there, I know it's been a while since I updated my blog, but I want to at least keep you all informed on Baby Flippen. Our pooh bear is growing strong and my next appointment is coming up very soon!
Matthew is out of FTAC and now about to start his training I hope, and start his CDC's. We got our house, praise God! Tomorrow we go to church with some awesome friends of ours from Whiteman. I can't wait. I also got a new outfit for my pregnancy. Now I'll update you all on my pregnancy! :)


How Far are you: 14 weeks and 2 days

Total Weight gain: Not completly sure. I don't want to guess. Here lately I haven't really had an appetite. I'll think I'm hungry and I wont each very much at all.

Maternity clothes: Yes, not because I need them, but because they are so cute! And I'll need them soon, plus they are so comfy.

Getting any Sleep: Better then I use to. I do sleep on my back though, it's the only way I can sleep. If I sleep on my sides, I feel so sick. :(

Best Moment you've had this week: I guess it would be not throwing up at all. I've had to switch my vitiams over to Flintstones. I take two of them. So, it's not bad, they taste better and I can take them in the mornings. :)

Any Food Cravings: Lets see, Dr. Pepper and Taco Bell. :)

Any clue about Gender: I still have a strong feeling it's a boy.

Any Names you have picked out: Yes, Boy: Elijah Micheal; Girl: Elizabeth Madison; This will not be changing at all. I'm pretty set on these names.

Any Labor signs: Praise God NO :)

Any Strechmarks: Nope. I try to put loation on each night.

When is your next appointment: April 26, 2010 at 2:30pm. It's coming up. I can't wait! :)

What are you looking forward to: Since I have a heartbeat monitor I listen to his heart beat a lot, so thats pretty awesome, I can't wait to do that again. I can't wait to go to my next appointmet, and I can't wait to have an ultersound. I might move it up to really soon. I'm starting not to be able to wait til the end of May.

What do you miss the most: Well this week, not being able to eat. I'm able to drink whatever I want, but eating has gotten pretty hard. I don't have energy in the mornings, so I wish I had that. I miss being intmiate with my husband. I just don't have the desire anymore.. :(

Anything you've learned this week you would like to share: Well I've learned that my emotions are nuts. I have no control over them whatsoever. I get upset when something doesn't go my way, or if something goes the slightest way wrong, I get upset. I know that since I can control my emotions, I've done it before when I wasn't pregnant, that if I try hard enough I can do it. It might take a lot of work and I might have to work at it everyday, but I'm trying.

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I love to take warm bubble baths and just relaxe. Showers aren't my favorite anymore. Standing to long or walking around to much hurts the balls of my feet. I need to get more comfertable shoes. I know that my baby is in my tummy, I've felt little very little movement. Sometimes if I strech to far I hurt the bottom of my tummy. I try to do everything right, but it's very hard not to have a soda since that's what I"m craving mostly. I love to get things from people, but I have a theme, Winnie the Pooh. (Thats all I'm saying) When people are mean, or blow me off, it's very hurtful, and since my emotions are so high, it makes me want to cry. I love my family and my mom has said she wants to send me things for the baby, but trusting her word is kind of hard. I know she means well, but this I'll have to believe when I see it in the mail.

I'm loving our new house. It's nice and comfy. I've got to get everything set up by Saturday because crazy me has invited people over for a party. So, I ask for prayer, of energy so I can get things done.

Thank you all for reading. :) I hope to see you all reading more, as maybe I'll get more energy to blog more.
BTW Laura graduates in almost two weeks. I'm so happy and proud of her. She's going to be a great Airman!

What an awesome day.... You want to read this!

How far along are you? I am 13 weeks today

Total weight you've gained or lost? I would guess maybe gained 3 pounds altogether

Any maternity clothes yet? Yes, we got me another pair of Jeans another shirt, and a bra! :)

Getting any sleep or no sleep? So, So. Sometimes I'll get some good sleep sometimes I can't.

Best moment you've had this week? Not getting sick all week! I've been so happy about that!

Any Food Cravings? Not really, well I wanted Chili really bad the other day

Girl or Boy? Strong feeling it's a Boy! :)

Any labor signs? Oh goodness no.

Have Any strechmarks? Nope! :) Praise God!

When's your next appointment? April 26 at 2:30pm

What are you looking forward to? Hearing the heartbeat whenever I want too, since we now have a heart monitor! :D

What do you miss the most? Not being able to ignore smells & Not having really bad headaches.

Anything you've learned this week that you would like to share? When I feel like sick, I pop in a preggie pop drop and make some warm bath water and get in and just relaxe, and I feel so much better. Also, if I feel sick I put some food in my mouth, even if I throw it up, most of the time I don't, but eating sometimes helps me feel better too.

So, the most amazing thing today is we got a call before 8am this morning for a house. I went over at 9am to get the key, a friend took me over and saw the wonderful house. It's beautiful! I love it! I'm so happy! I can't wait til Matthew gets off for lunch so he can see it and take pictures and claim it. God gave us something more then what we asked for. A brand new house, and a bigger house then what we asked for. Well this is this afternoon's post. I'm not feeling so well, so I have to feel better soon!

Thanks for reading. I hope you all saw my pictures on my last blog. I was excited to get them up there.

The Joy of Knowing My King

Today I've been more happier then most days. And it's crazy, because I've felt pretty sick all day. I haven't gotten sick, but you know the feeling when you feel it in your throat, thats how I've felt, but I'm not letting it get to me. I checked my tracking number on my baby heart monitor and guess what? It says it's at the Whiteman Post Office. And the skies today have been so pretty. I'm going to upload some pictures that have been needing to be uploaded. :) I hope you enjoy! :)

This is me at like 12 wks & 4 days

Again... :)

Me and Matthew :D

He looks so silly. I love him so much

though....

Pretty tree from my front door in TLF

The skies today. So pretty!

Isn't it pretty?

Playground for TLF. They have lots of playgrounds on this base.

Me one of the times i put on make-up! :)

Well thats all for now. I hope you all enjoy, and I am about to go get battiers for my heart monitor so Matthew and I can use it asap. I'm so happy today. :)

Power of his name

Well, we all know that God is good. We all know that if we sit still and let him do what he needs to do we will be fine. Well I'm still learning, just as everyone else is. I know that I should know these things, but when the flesh takes over you just can't help it. But, I do know that God is not only looking out for me, but he's got something amazing in store for me.

With that being said, Matthew called housing yesterday (Tuseday) He told them what we were going through, and the lady asked if he could call a certin woman back in 10-15 minutes, he said no problem. He called them back, told her, look my wife is pregnant, we are running low on money, we are about to hit our month mark in TLF, we've spent most of our DLA in TLF, we are now not able to pay off a bill that we've been wanting to pay off, my wife is getting stressed, is there anyway you can make the people work faster, or give me an answer, do I need to go live off base? Please tell me so I know. So, she told Matthew, they were getting keys to 7 houses yesterday (Tuseday) and there is an eight house they would be getting the keys to today (Thursday) If one of the seven people in front of us refuse the house, can't take it, or stuck in a lease we would get a call, of not the eight house would be ours. She asked him if we could stay put of two more days (until Thursday) So, I told Matthew if they don't call us On Thursday He will be calling them and threatening them with his First Shirt. The reason I say threaten them with his First Shirt, is because he say's he's heard of some FS getting involved and getting something done. So, if that is what we have to do, then don't put it past me. I will do it. But, I'm hoping they aren't lying to me. I have a friend who asked me this afternoon if we got our house, because her friend got one this morning. So, maybe they told us the truth and will be calling tomorrow. If so, you know I will be jumping for joy, sick or not. I know the Elijah will be jumping for joy too. I will tell him he has a room, just not put together yet. (lol) But, I just can't wait to go into his empty room and see where I want things layed out, and then we can actually start buying things! :) Can't you tell I'm excited? I'm overjoyed! Well, I wanted to tell you all about this, and let you all know tomorrow I will either be jumping for joy or fussing at someone and very upset, I'm voting more jumping for joy though. lol! 

I hope you all have a great day! Keep Laura in your prayers. Her grad date is April 30! It's coming up! I hope you all keep sending her letters, and love her way! I know I have one long letter going to her, it's going to cover a few days, I've been in over my head lately, but I better get this letter out before we get a house though! LOL! Or it wont ever get out.

Oh, more good news, Matthew got our car insurance set up with USAA, it's not even $40 a month. We also have our checking account set up with them now. Now we are paying all of our bills... The only one weren't paying was our car insurance which the company his parents had, was barely $30 a month, so yeah. We are totally, and completly on our own! Now all we need is a house. lol

Needs a Hug

Right now I'm listening to Let The Waters Rise, by MikesChair. Why you may ask? Because right now I feel like I have a sea of emotions coming over me. I know I need to listen and stay focused, but it's so hard right now. Matthew comes "home" and tells me that he wants us out of TLF. In a week and a half  our 30days will be up, and they wont let us stay any longer. Well I'm not sure how true that is, I know a couple that had to stay in TLF for 6 weeks. Well Matthew says he's not paying over $1,000 to stay in these walls. I tell him with tears, and say with a loud voice that I want to live on base. I don't want to live off base. I tell him all of this and he just says well housing has about two weeks to give us a house, and then we find somewhere off base until they give us a house. I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT!!!!!!

I feel like I"m going to have a nervous breakdown! I am trying to do my best and stay calm, not just for my sake, but for the baby too. Too much stress can cause a lot of different things that I don't want to deal with. I want to smile and say all is ok, but I'm tired of pretending. I want to be happy, forreal. I want to have a good time here, I really do, and I even the day's I get sick, I try to look past it and have a good day. Matthew and I are just having a tough time, and I don't really know why! I'm doing my part. I really am. I'm taking care of my body, I pray every night before I go to bed, I don't want to be attacked my Satan right now. I feel like that what may be going on. I don't know why, either. :( I mean I am listening to my Jesus music, and I just want to cry out. Matthew's talking to his MOM! She can't call me can she? Nope. If I talk to her, I call her, but if she see's I'm sick on facebook, or see's me posting something about my pregnancy she's all over it, saying... "My grandbaby" I may be like this right now because all the things that are going on, but I'm sorry. I'm usually not mean, I promise!....

I just need a hug! I want someone to sit with me, and let me cry and just tell me it's all going to be ok. I don't want to go to my room, because then I'll have to cry alone, and no one will be there to tell me it will be ok, but if i sit here and listen to him talk to his mom any longer, I'm going to scream!!! I mean for crying out loud he doens't even like the fact that I'm trying to start a relationship with my mom. :/

I'm done right now.

It's only the World

Matthew and I went to the movies on this wonderful Easter day. We've both been wanting to see The Bounty Hunter. And so we did. It was great. I love both the actors in the movie. Jennifer Aniston and Gerard Butler. The first time I remeber seeing Gerard Butler was in P.S I love you. That was a great movie. But the Bounty Hunter is not ony funny, but it's a romance at the same time. I'm not going to go into to much detail, but I will be buying it on DVD. :)

So after we saw the movie we went to none other then Wal-Mart. I got me some new sunglasses, Matthew got him some very needed new jeans, and I got some paper and envelops so I can write Laura some more. I ran out of paper and envelops so I haven't writen her in forever. I still am waiting on my letter from her, that my inlaws were to mail out sometime last week! But whatever., The other day we went to Lee's Summit, thats the place we have to go to get some maternity clothes, and if we want to get some good shopping done we have to go there. I did get me some maternity clothes. Matthew says the shirt I got makes me look like I'm about to do some prison work. But despite what he says I love the shirt, and it's so comfy. I got a good bra, and another pair of jeans, and some more preggie pop drops. I was running out and they work wonders! I know I'm in my 2nd trimister now, but I'm still getting sick. :( But I'm trying not to let it make my day horrible. Lets see, we also ate out when we were in Lee's Summit. We went to Bob Evans. We've never been to one, so I thought we would try it out. Not my kind of place to eat. I just don't like it. We don't have them in the "deep south" as some people call Georgia. One thing I hate, I haven't seen the first Craker Barrel, and it makes me sad. I love that place. they have great food. But I guess what we will enjoy when we go home. :)

Well, I will post pictures of me and my new outfit from Motherhood Maternity soon. Maybe tomorrow. :) Hope you all had a great Easter and a great weekend. I'm going to my room and turning on the TV and going to write Laura, make up for all the time i haven't writen! :) Have a blessed and wonderful night! :)

I May Only Be One Voice, But I Love MY Voice

Isn't it such a great thing that we serve and praise a risen King? I love it.

So, I have some praises today. One, we are student loan free. Matthew is making the final payment tomorrow. Which means we are going to have an extra  $250 per paycheck. Now let me explain what we plan on doing. We talked about it, and we will put aside half of the extra for saving for a car, then the other half will go towards our Kay's Credit Card payment. So, we can pay that off soon too, then we will save the whole $250 plus the $105 we are paying right now for our Credit Card. Then we might be able to get a car before the baby comes, or right after he gets here. Which is a blessing in itself.

Another prasie is that Matthew and I have just been helping one another so much lately. I will ask him to help me do something and whatever he's doingm he'll stop and he'll help me. I don't have to Nag as some people call it, or ask him more then once. He also helps me when I feel horrible. If I am sick, or feel like I could get sick at any moment he can tell, and he's asking me what he can do to help, or he'll come over to me and tell me he loves me and you can tell he hates what I'm going through. If my back hurts, he's rubbing it, if I ask for a foot rub, he does it. He's being such a help lately. I hope it stays this way.

I've also been blessed with finding some great friends here at Whiteman. I haven't been able to meet them all yet, but we have a dinner date with one couple next Friday night, which makes me feel awesome. I can't wait. What do I wear? LOL I know that I have some more friends and oppertunities waiting on me, I just have to put myself out there, and I never thought of me being this shy. I mean, on facebook I'll talk to you all day. But, in person I'm so scared to say anything. I've proven this point to myself, because at Matthew's squardon picnic Friday I had talked to this one girl I met on facebook, her nad her husband just got here, Matthew was in Tech School with him, and I talked to her, and was so ready to meet her, they have a one month old baby, but I couldn't even talk to her, but if it means anything, we made eye contact and she didn't try to talk to me either. But hey, thats ok, more fish in the sea. :)

I know that everything isn't perfect in my life. I still get sick/ throw up, and as of today I'm 12 weeks and 2 days. But, hey, I'm hanging in there, and trying to get through it. I mean it's not like I have family or really close friends here with me that know what I'm going through that can give me advice or just let me cry on there shoulder. I have to cry in my bed alone, and put a smile on during the day. :)
I don't think Matthew likes the fact that I'm talking to my mom, and I can't say I don't blame him. I mean, she hasn't even called me since we've started talking, and like I said when I started this, this isn't a one sided realtionship. She needs to try too. Also, I only get contacted from the inlaws if it's about the baby. There "first grandchild" It was ok at first, but now, I mean, it's getting on my nerves. I love them, don't get me wrong, but My father in law called us last night at 9 at night, just to inform us that TriCare will be taken over by Obama care, and he doesn't want his grandchild on that. Ok, I'm sorry but I don't want Obama care either, but I can't do anything about it, plus it's going to take a while to take in effect, I believe and plus Matthew would know something about it first, that is what I told him, want to know what he told me? It wouldn't take too long for them to phase out Tricare, and Matthew would know something when it's too late to do anything about it! Well guess what everything is going ot be phased out by this stupid Obama Care, and we wont have a choice for any Medical Coverage anyways. I mean, if you all could give me your thoughts on this I would love to see what you have to say. Sorry I didn't mean to vent about that, but the topic is pretty touchy with me right now. I told Matthew at least my parents aren't calling bothering us about there "grandbaby" I mean this is my MOM's First grandbaby technically speaking.
Anyways, Something happier. I've been listening to youtube while i type this up. Right now, it's One Voice I'll give you all a link. It's kind of a old song, but it touches me still. I love it. Here you go. One Voice Also listened to Carrie Underwood, it's orignally a Randy Travis song, but she sings it so amazing, Here's her singing it. I told you so And the both of them Randy Travis and Carrie Underwood, I told you so Let me know what you all think. :) I love music. It takes me to a great place, that no one can take me out of.

Well I think this is enough. I've vented, I've given you praises, and given you songs. :) Hope you enjoy. :D