So, I have some praises today. One, we are student loan free. Matthew is making the final payment tomorrow. Which means we are going to have an extra $250 per paycheck. Now let me explain what we plan on doing. We talked about it, and we will put aside half of the extra for saving for a car, then the other half will go towards our Kay's Credit Card payment. So, we can pay that off soon too, then we will save the whole $250 plus the $105 we are paying right now for our Credit Card. Then we might be able to get a car before the baby comes, or right after he gets here. Which is a blessing in itself.
Another prasie is that Matthew and I have just been helping one another so much lately. I will ask him to help me do something and whatever he's doingm he'll stop and he'll help me. I don't have to Nag as some people call it, or ask him more then once. He also helps me when I feel horrible. If I am sick, or feel like I could get sick at any moment he can tell, and he's asking me what he can do to help, or he'll come over to me and tell me he loves me and you can tell he hates what I'm going through. If my back hurts, he's rubbing it, if I ask for a foot rub, he does it. He's being such a help lately. I hope it stays this way.
I know that everything isn't perfect in my life. I still get sick/ throw up, and as of today I'm 12 weeks and 2 days. But, hey, I'm hanging in there, and trying to get through it. I mean it's not like I have family or really close friends here with me that know what I'm going through that can give me advice or just let me cry on there shoulder. I have to cry in my bed alone, and put a smile on during the day. :)
I don't think Matthew likes the fact that I'm talking to my mom, and I can't say I don't blame him. I mean, she hasn't even called me since we've started talking, and like I said when I started this, this isn't a one sided realtionship. She needs to try too. Also, I only get contacted from the inlaws if it's about the baby. There "first grandchild" It was ok at first, but now, I mean, it's getting on my nerves. I love them, don't get me wrong, but My father in law called us last night at 9 at night, just to inform us that TriCare will be taken over by Obama care, and he doesn't want his grandchild on that. Ok, I'm sorry but I don't want Obama care either, but I can't do anything about it, plus it's going to take a while to take in effect, I believe and plus Matthew would know something about it first, that is what I told him, want to know what he told me? It wouldn't take too long for them to phase out Tricare, and Matthew would know something when it's too late to do anything about it! Well guess what everything is going ot be phased out by this stupid Obama Care, and we wont have a choice for any Medical Coverage anyways. I mean, if you all could give me your thoughts on this I would love to see what you have to say. Sorry I didn't mean to vent about that, but the topic is pretty touchy with me right now. I told Matthew at least my parents aren't calling bothering us about there "grandbaby" I mean this is my MOM's First grandbaby technically speaking.
Anyways, Something happier. I've been listening to youtube while i type this up. Right now, it's One Voice I'll give you all a link. It's kind of a old song, but it touches me still. I love it. Here you go. One Voice Also listened to Carrie Underwood, it's orignally a Randy Travis song, but she sings it so amazing, Here's her singing it. I told you so And the both of them Randy Travis and Carrie Underwood, I told you so Let me know what you all think. :) I love music. It takes me to a great place, that no one can take me out of.
Well I think this is enough. I've vented, I've given you praises, and given you songs. :) Hope you enjoy. :D
